Chapter 251.2 - For the rest of my life
When he was by her side, he looked into her eyes, “Junior sister, when a person is so deeply stuck inside their own hatred, and when they can only think of the hurt that others have inflicted on her, she’ll just live her whole life in suffering. So if you’ve been reborn in this life, do you really want to be stuck suffering forever?”
“I’m not …” Lou Qingwu instinctively denied.
She was taking revenge, she wasn’t suffering.
She was happy when she saw them become more hopeless with each step they took.
“No, you’re lost in all that suffering and pain.” Feng Yege shook his head, his voice gentle like a wind that could blow away all the darkness from her heart.
“I know you want that child to be reborn too but junior sister, have you ever thought about whether that child would want his mother to fall into endless pain and suffering again for him? Qinguw,” Feng Yege brushed her face lightly, his eyes tender and loving.
“Xiahou Qing personally destroyed him, do you think that child would want his father to be Xiahou Qing again? To have Xiahou Qing’s blood running in his veins again?” I think, if he had memories of his past life like you, the last thing he would want is to see Xiahou Qing ruthlessly hurt you, for him to be emotionless towards you. So would he really want Xiahou Qing as his father again?”
“....”
“Qingwu, firstly, he’s your child and not Xiahou Qing’s. So as long as you’re the mother, he will be the child. But it doesn’t have to be Xiahou Qing’s. In that case, why do you want to force yourself to the point of no return again?”
Lou Qingwu was frozen, her mind completely blank.
She could only remember that sky of red until her fingers touched something cold.
“Yes, why would I let him suffer like in the past lifetime?”
One tear fell down.
From the time she was reborn, this one tear caused everything to crumble down around her.
From when she opened eyes and was reborn, from the time she could close her eyes and remember when her child die, she had caged herself in a strange dilemma.
She wanted her child to live again but she had no way of doing that.
So she could only think of such a tragic way.
But she hadn’t stopped to think, what if that’s now what her child wanted?
The pain in Lou Qingwu’s eyes made Feng Yege sigh, he held her closely in his arms, his voice soft like he was cooing a child, “It’s okay, everything will be fine. All of that won’t happen, there’s still time. You’ll have another child and he will grow up safe and healthy under your care. He’ll learn bit by bit how to talk, he’ll call you your mother and he’ll play with you, grow up to be a healthy and strong child, and grow up to marry and have his own children. He’ll be brave, courageous and his mother will love him, care for him and give him everything good in this world. And of course, he’ll have the best father … me.”
Lou Qingwu: “.........”
The first half was soft and romantic, it had tugged on Lou Qingwu’s heart strings.
But hearing the last part, all of those soft feelings suddenly disappeared.
She looked up in shock, staring at the absolutely shameless man in front of her.
“Senior brother, you acting this way is so strange …”
Feng Yege’s eyes curved and grew bright, “Junior sister, ah, we’ve already bowed in marriage, do you really want our child to have another father? En?”
“......” Someone save me, I don’t recognise this man!
Lou Qingwu’s eyes were a bit red as she looked at the handsome man in front of her.
After a while, she very seriously said, “I understand all the things that you said. I’ve decided to give up on marrying Xiahou Qing so …”
“So?”
“I’ve decided to find another father for my child.”
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TL note:
It’s a me, mario, the new father of your child!
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